The Turtle Speaks
"I found bliss in ignorance"
Linkin Park
Well, I'm Tim and I'm 20 years old. If you're reading everything over on the left, It looks like I'm a really depressed and angry person. That's because I usually post in here when I'm in a bad mood. So, I'm not really a bitter nasty person. Now for the best part. My AIM name is Turtle TJR. If I'm online, I'm probably bored, so feel free to IM me. If you dont want to have any directo contact with me, at least sign the guestbook. I like to at least know what kind of people are visiting. And for those who care, I'm single.
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--So much more than a guestbook, so much less than a p-blog
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- ||4-29-02||09:22 a.m.||
Wow! People still come to visit the pita. Amazing. I get about 12 hits a week. Which would be really bad if I was selling...like...books or something, but I'm not. So thanks for visiting. But please go to my livejournal for the most recent information about me. It's the journal that i update all the time. Well...since all of you visitors are random search engine people, happy searching! - ||2-19-02||11:22 p.m.||
So...before I get yelled at fer not posting...I've been posting in my deadjournal (also, there's a link at the top of the page here). I think I'll be posting in that for the most part anymore...so...update yer bookmarks! - ||2-15-02||02:43 a.m.||
73% addicted to Instant Messenger. How about you?
yah...interesting, eh? I think i would have gotten a higher score if they didnt have that stupid foot face smiley....They should really get rid of that one and the money one. I need a confused one! grrr. Alright, I end this here. - ||2-13-02||11:53 p.m.||
Yay...7 minutes till valentines day. Uugghh. Anyway...what the fuck does yer fricken gb post mean? I'm confused! - ||2-11-01||02:41 a.m.||
LAdies and gentlemen! Exactly 8 months till i can get drunk legally! Ya ya ya ya!!! Alright, so I spent tonight being stalked, it was fun. Everyone should stalk me. My aim name is TurtleTJR. Do you go to penn state? Get yer ass to the pollock lab between 11 and 1 at night. Ya ya ya. Also...visit my oddlt placed deadjournal. I'll fix that now. bye! - ||2-9-02||06:48 p.m.||
So...first off, i find it amusing that the voice of the gateway cow is also the voice of Brain...if you dont know what i mean then forget that part. Apparently I never voiced my liking of linkin park before. I like linkin park. So...shoot me. I think I'm making more ramen. - ||2-8-02||01:22 a.m.||
feed me.
water me.
shine on me.make me grow.
- ||2-8-02||01:09 a.m.||
Grrr....vending machines suck. I know you are ignoring me. I like penut butter. drinking is fun. work of any kind is not. walking home to an apartment full of sleeping people depresses me. I would sleep if I could. now I will try. I'm going for disjointed here. bye. - ||2-8-02||12:39 a.m.||
I'm just sitting here when I get the mood for something very peanut-buttery. I really hope the vending machine is nice to me. Yea...also a bit of weeding out old links, and added a bit about me, because I think everyone here thinks I'm a suicidal maniac. Which I'm not. heh...bye. - ||2-7-02||09:29 p.m.||
Sometimes I get completely annoyed with people for really stupid reasons. Sometimes I have really good reasons. grrr. - ||2-6-02||01:42 a.m.||
People, sign the guestbook, would ya! It won't bite! So anyway, I have this for the explination for why I'm always in a bad mood here. I always post late at night, usually when I'm a bit tired. When I'm tired, I'm in a bad mood. So, anyway. I'm gonna work the switcher for the first episode of "The Final Cut", a PSU TV show. (not PSU-TV...like the channel...I hope you all understand...)ANYWAY, that makes me happy, cause I finally get to do some tv work I havent really done anything since the end of december, and I kinda miss it. AAhh, well. Off to the wonderful World of Oz. Don't ask... - ||2-5-02||02:18 a.m.||
Yay, so I'm html-izing all my mix cds. Just cause I can. It gives me something to do to pass the time. So...go me. Anyway. That about does it. I'm quite tired, so I may head off to bed. Goodbye everyone. - ||2-4-02||12:46 a.m.||
Well, the frickin groundhod saw his shadow...or didnt...or...well, 6 more weeks of winter. But, what does the animal know, anyway. It's gonna be cold till sometime in the middle of march, then...right before everyone gets thier shorts out, it will shoot up to the mid 70's, stay there for a week, go back down to the 30's then go back to the 70's. As always. Anyways. I'm thinking...I'm in a perfectly neutral mood right now. Not happy, not sad...neutral...Odd, I think. Anyways, tomorrow is monday, and from then on I begin work on my radio board test. 7 minutes of pure tim. Perhaps complaining a lot...heh. Ask for a copy of the tape. We'll see what happens. - ||2-2-02||01:27 a.m.||
oohh, errie date. Anyway, I love drunken conversations:B1uEyes18: oopjklh; TurtleTJR: ok B1uEyes18: ok;ppppp[[[[ TurtleTJR: drunk much? B1uEyes18: nkoijoj B1uEyes18: timymyiojm TurtleTJR: dude... B1uEyes18: bibubt TurtleTJR: bob ide? B1uEyes18: iiiiiide TurtleTJR: oohh, we got english B1uEyes18: uinoj B1uEyes18: ingles[buuurp B1uEyes18: buuuufp B1uEyes18: brrrprrrrrrrrr B1uEyes18: burrp TurtleTJR: you realize i have to post this conversation B1uEyes18: rromtes;' B1uEyes18: tim bud i have the hicpupes B1uEyes18: ifide says huy B1uEyes18 signed off at 1:21:26 AM.
- ||1-30-02||11:48 p.m.||
I'm all sorts of antsy to do something tonight! but It's too late, as I have early classes. GRRR!!! - ||1-29-02||11:55 p.m.||
So, apparently, I only get guestbook entries when I'm depressed. When I'm happy...nothing. Odd. Anyway...I'm just plain bored right now. I should be reading, but...I'm not. I have a test tomorrow at 10:10 am...cant sleep through it or I'll die. I'm in quite a silly mood right now. I wish people were awake to experience it with me. ANYWAY...I've already finished reading my usuall internet journals, checked my mail, and am now having lively conversations about things(with online people). Also, I'm randomly being shady....I'm adding buddies to my list like water, getting the names from places :) - ||1-29-02||01:50 a.m.||
Now I would love to know what's up with my stomach. This is the third day in a row that it pains me. AARRGGHH!!! I should go before I throw up. Also...yeah, still interested in meeting people. - ||1-29-02||01:26 a.m.||
I love the fact that pitas can just be down for a while...GRRR!!! Anyway...things tomorrow, and things for the rest of the week. - ||1-28-02||02:24 a.m.||
I'm like...really chatty, eh? well, I figured I'd let everyone out there know that I'm going to sleep now, because i have to get up early tomorrow...yay. Alrighty then. Bye! - ||1-28-02||01:58 a.m.||
OY! If anyone out there has a livejournal...and has an extra "invite code"...keep me in mind, eh? Aahh...well...Right now I wish I was floating across the sea. - ||1-28-02||12:42 a.m.||
Touche`...
Ok, so I'm in a better mood now...eww...i was in a nasty mood before. Alright. So I think the worst part of summer is just working too much(which im taking care of...cause...im not the only one anymore)...so THIS SUMMER! YEA! Sunsets! Rollercoasters! Late Nights! and maybe even the occasional beach! Now the trick is getting through the next couple months...
Now, in unrelated news...here in the computer lab, there are people speaking loudly...in spanish...very loudly...oy! - ||1-24-02||03:13 a.m.||
So here I sit...not in a great mood. I miss having somewhere to go at 3 am. I miss having friends. Tonight I said it: "This will be the summer of Tim"...just like I say every sumer. But it never happens. Not since 99. That was one hell of a summer. I never said anything about making that summer fun. It just happened. I dont know. I feel like I wasted the last two summers. GOing away to tape masses...is traveling, but it's work. Work that I should get paid a lot more for. I want to start over...from May 27, 1999. Two days before high school graduation. Oh, and fuck you if you dont like what I have to say. - ||1-23-02||02:36 a.m.||
So I'm here in the computer lab...as always...and I'm realizing that people could be getting murdered without me even noticing. I listen to music, wear a cap, and dont look around. I have no idea what's going on around me. How weird. Anyway, I have this terrible habit of staying up late and sleeping through my first class. Here's the problem: I cant ever fall asleep, and then I cant ever wake up. I'm thining an all-nighter will solve this problem eventually...perhaps tonight is the night (I believe those all nighters are good for resetting sleep schedules) Anyway, It's been fun, but I think it's time for me to go. Goodnight, all! - ||1-22-02||02:45 p.m.||
"Dead men make such convenient heroes. It's far easier to build monuments than it is to build a better world."
--Yolanda King, MLK guest speaker - ||1-22-02||02:45 a.m.||
I have become a permanant fixture at the comp lab here. Every night from about 11 to 3 I'm here. If you're on campus, perhaps you could visit me! - ||1-19-02||08:33 p.m.||
Ok folks. If you sign the guestbook, could you...let me know...what you're commenting on? It helps. For example, my most recent entry is "?". I have NO IDEA! Cause I dont know the question! Alright. - ||1-19-01||02:57 a.m.||
Mike5923: you smoke?
Turtle TJR: yes
Mike5923: oh no, thats worse than salt!
Turtle TJR: but...metter than cocaine!
It's always necessary to put a positive spin on things... - ||1-18-01||1:05 a.m.||
So I'm in a very Bouncing Souls mood right now:I used to have home with a room and a bed a porch and a driveway with a big garage but i traded it in I kept some faith and laid my head down every night and it seemed so far awy remember me now cuz things always change 5 long years have gone i've done some time sleeping where i fall i know i'll never be the same I learned somethings about the places i saw i learned something about myself i guess it came the hard way now i know what counts i've got one prayer it's in your confidence i know all the places i don't want to be everyone's gone there's no one just me remember me now cuz things always change 5 long years have gone i've done some time sleeping where i fall i know i'll never be the same remember me next time i go away for the first time in my life i wanna stay i can count one hand here today the only things that matter to me anyway and it seemed so far away remember me now cuz things always change 5 long years has gone i've done some time sleeping where i fall i know i'll never be the same
Might I say whoever did the lyrics for the vouncing souls website should...listen to the songs first. I found like...10 mistakes.
- ||1-15-01||11:40 p.m.||
I cant sleep...I havent been able to get to sleep easily since i got down here...I dont know what the problem is! It's just like...I get in bed...and my mind goes for a speedy trip. I miss some parts of home...but...not all of them. Like I miss my friends, but...that's about it. I miss being out late every night. Maybe I'll make friends here...someday. Alright, enough about that...time to go. Goodnight everyone! - ||1-12-02||08:09 p.m.||
I gotta...release pressure somewhere. I havent dont that since i left...OY! - ||1-12-02||05:25 p.m.||
So if anyone livews in the State College area, remember always that I need friends. IM me! TurtleTJR. Sign my guestbook! Ok, I go now.